Friday, February 05, 2010

Bidding adieu? Maybe.


It’s only sometimes in life that you come across someone so considerate and supportive of you (I’m blabbering about my best friends, here, in the middle of the night.). Then usually enough, situations change. And people change accordingly. Attitudes transform to the worse. Simple complexities of life soon become so incomprehensible. A person you knew for forever suddenly becomes a stranger. What gets lost? Why do friends at that ‘later’ point of ‘later’ time become so uncannily unfamiliar? The warmth you shared with them slowly and gradually becomes so icy to be even felt. You had once parted with a promise of ‘staying in touch’. You run ahead, you race faster, and you chase your dreams in life. But you forget the once sworn promise of ‘just being together’. You sing, you laugh, and you cherish the sweet weather in your courtyard now. But you hardly recollect the face of the person who once merrily gyrated with your croaky songs and hummed with your husky tunes. Why? Why it always has to happen? Why do we have to move on with life by leaving things behind? Why is change always so unavoidable? I have yet again come at that juncture in life when you have to leave all whom you loved.
Eh, slink stinky feeling…

My brain and heart quarrelling over the coffee…

What would happen now?
The same as it always happens.
Perhaps, yes. They’ll rise and shine. Maybe even I’ll- But, at the cost of our friendship…
No, please-spare me the horrors yet again…
Uff- I moan too bad…
Yeah, think positive…
Oh well I can’t!
It’s always like that. See, life’s so fair: you get some-you lose some.
No, life’s unfair. You love some and soon lose all the ‘some’.
You’re barmy
Ahem.
Yes you are.
Ahem.
Kamna?
Yeah?
What is it?
Bye.
Bye?
Yeah that’s all I’ve got to say for now. :(
Ahem.